those who keep me smiling.

today was the day i found out who my real friends are.
today was the day i realised that i'm important in certain people's lives.
today was the day i realised that i do not appreciate them enough.
today was the day i actually come to see that the people i care about so much, dont really care.

i would just like to say that i really appreciate the care and love shown to me by my friends. without they're concern, i don't know where i would be right now, seriously.


RAJA, NICHOLAS, DESH, HARIISH


thank you guys. thanks. you guys are great friends, and our FRIENDSHIP shall remain for years to come. =)


Raja: he's the cool guy who is the captain of the water polo team. p.ketua kawad for syahbandar marching team, who won first place. with leaders like him and faiz, they deserve it. he loves having fun, yet secretly has an emo side. reaallly sweet. funny funny funny, and funnn to be around with. he comes off as a cool, jock-ish sorta guy. but honestly, theres much more happening deep inside. take some time to look at it, you'll find it. he cares a lot, but doesn't show it. if he wants something, he sets his minds to it. he doesnt get let down by problems that come his way. has many younger admirers in school. hahaha! =) he's ROYALTY, but doesn't tell anyone about it. God, we need many more people like him on earth. We really do. thank you raja.

Nicholas: younger than me. we got closer only last year when he was working in BV. he cooked for me maggi mee for my meals. hahha! sweet fella. he's always around, and will always be there for me. he cares and has concern. he thinks he doesn't have a 'click' with some people. but the truth is, he clicks with everyone he meets. he is NOTHING but AMAZING. you are a great friend, and i want to THANK you for just being who you are, being yourself. we all love you just the way you are. you leave me speechless. =) thank you nicholas.

Hariish: bomba captain, VI. =) we've been friends since standard 5. it's been almost 7 long years, and our friendship is steady and working. there would be no communication for a week or so, and you think he has forgotten you. but the truth is, he hasnt. he's always thinking, caring, missing you. that shows the characteristics of an ideal friend. you would be sitting at your WORST moment in life, and suddenly your hp would beep. 1 message received from: Hariish. the message would say: 'heyy. how are you doing? miss ya la fatty.' (yeah, fatty's my nick to him) and you then realise, there are people who care. especially him. owh, and he would choose his best friends over his gf anytime, but only if they're facing a problem and need him. thank you hariish.

Desh: well, what do i say about him? humorous guy. comes across as someone who just wants to have fun and enjoy life. nothing wrong with that! he is very mature in thought and actions. i just wish could be more like him, you know. i want he lively nature he has. he's there for me, whenever. and i know it. sometimes we're not in contact, but he's there. there's an unspoken thing. we've got a good friendship, and it shall remain. thank you deshy!




Lord, these are the sort of friends people actually need.

God bless.


at the same time, i do realise there are some people who don't care, or dont really care. Honestly, i would just like to say thank you for the fake concern. =) take a hike, and dont slip along the way. lol.

take care guys.